I like you.
Don’t get me wrong. I like you a lot. But somehow every time we’ve talked it’s turned into us arguing over the same thing that’s not going to change anytime soon.
Can we stop talking about sex for a while and get back to having intelligent fucking conversations?
I mean, I’m a girl, and I don’t care how nice my ass looks, don’t tell me all the time how awesome it is. Don’t tell me how great my tits are. Don’t tell me how small my waist is. Don’t compare me to celebrities that are considered pretty perfect.
I don’t like being compared, I hate compliments, and I hate arguing. It’s only making me more insecure.
But that seems like all i’m getting with you and I’m not sure that’s okay. I haven’t even known you for that long and I miss how we used to be. Ew. That shouldn’t be something I want to say. I feel like I have to watch what I say in front of you now because I don’t want it to turn into an argument. Why should I have to filter my words with someone I potentially want a relationship with? Why is that a thing. It wasn’t like 3 weeks ago. I appreciate everything you’ve done for me so far, I really do, but I’m not happy. I’m frustrated and stuck in my head now more than ever. That’s not what I wanted. More like not what I need right now. I understand you have issues too, i’m not even going to talk about that because you can talk to me, too. I know you can be distant, but when you’re not, please don’t sexualize me. I get enough of that in my everyday life.
Fuck you for days without conversation to stupid ass comments about my body. I’m fucking sick of being sexualized. Done. I hear a hint of it now and I want to choke a bitch. All it makes me is angry, I don’t care how nice my body is. Shut the FUck up.
Don’t make me hate you. Please. I still need you.